Sunday Morning

So near yet so far.

That's how I feel right now.

I can't help it.

Right now just isn't the time.

Fuck me.

Instructions: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20.

Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
uh... 30

2. What is something you have to do in this life time?

Find out about my past life?

3. If you were asked to give up 2 things important to you for your lifelong dream, what would they be? (My question)

1. Nothing. I don't fucking need to sacrifice anything for my dreams. =p

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
The one where there were small fishes around. XD

. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No... I love money. Don't you?

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My Life? =p Myself, my personality, my memories, my friends, my family, anything in connection to me...XD

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Of course I would invest half of it in something, the other half ill use to screw around la.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
.... it doesn't work trust me. =p

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
PX. blur, loves dogs?, nice to talk to =)

10. What requirement you wish from your other half?
To not annoy me over something small, to not pester me, to understand that i'm a guy and i want my own space! Oo

11. What kind of person you hate the most?
I don't hate nobody. I love everyone. =)

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
Yes, I wouldn't have screwed around with my athletics and sports.

13. What is your most embarrasing moment in your entire life?
.., many many

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Emotions. I believe we make decisions on our emotions willingly or not.

17. If there’s ever a war (Or something similar) happening in your place, are you gonna move to a safer place or fight?
Depends. If its for something valuable that I can have or it involves my family or friends than yes. If not, bugger off. It's not worth my time.

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My loony side =p

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
I'm anti social. I have no friends. =p

18. What’s your weakest point?
My personality? I think?

19. What’s the thing that you’re most proud of?
My personality again?

20. What is the one thing you regret most?
Nothing.

I tag Colin Ngeow, Yinyin, Jeremy, Rachel, Rianne, Amir, Natalie, Melanie, Thomas, Eric. Have fun doing this sohai thing fuckers. =D

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Sarang he-yo

SURPRISEEEEEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY ONE YEAR N 3 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY

Baby, its been 1 year n 3 months, Its our first time not celebrating anniversaries together. You're so farrr away from me, I dont feel good at all. You have no idea how much i miss you. How i wish you are here right now to celebrate this day with me ! How i wish you are here right now outside my house . I miss you holding my hands, your hugs and kisses, i miss you driving me around with your baby no2, Suzuki Swift, i miss how you surprised me with all your forever-wont-work-out plans, i miss you bringing me out for suppers, i miss the cinema twin seats, our premier class, our shopping sessions, I miss you calling me baby bii by woi eh fucker bitch and all types of vulgar words, i miss your voice, i miss your face etc. I miss everything about you darling, and i shall stop going into details and others shall be kept private. haha

Il be tough, dont worry about me and i cant wait for you to be back to my arms again. aww..

Its been an awesome 1 year and 3months, im enjoying every single moments of it bii, Thanks for everything! Every single things and sarifices you made.

I love you baby,

Happy 1 year and 3 months,

Come home soon baby,

Muackssssss !

Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there...

Thanks to colin for tagging me? xD Life's a little better here, will update soon with pictures. For now, enjoy the tag. oO

1. Choose a band / artist and answer ONLY in titles of their songs.
Incubus

2. Are you male or female?
A certain shade of green

3. Describe yourself:
Beware! Criminal

4. How do some people feel about you:
Priceless

5. How do you feel about yourself:
The Answer

6. Ex boyfriends/girlfriends:
Love Hurts

7. Current boyfriend/girlfriend/crush:
I miss you

8. Describe where you want to be:
In My Room

9. Describe where you live:
Nebula

10. Describe how you live:
Damnation?

11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish?
I wish you were here

12. Share a few words of Wisdom:
You Will Be a Hot Dancer

13. Any general advice:
Make a Move

14. Share a favorite pickup line:
Are You In

15. And if that one doesn't work:
A Kiss to Send us of

16. What secondary school do/did you attend:
Sick Sad Little World

17. Pepsi or coke:
Priceless

18. Any pets?
Leech

19. Favorite food:
Hilikus

20. Do you drink?
Oil and Water

21. Say goodbye:
When It Comes

Lol... i think mine makes more sense compared to Colin's one? Not much.. but... xD
Anyway... will update soon la...

Missing all of you.. especially you baby.. =)

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I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy...happy
I wish you were here
I lay my head into the sand
The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it
I'm counting UFO's
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment I am happy...happy
I wish you were here
The world's a roller coaster and I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care but my hands are busy in the air

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I'd like to close my eyes and go numb,
But there's a cold wind coming from,
The top of the highest high rise today.
Its not a breeze 'cause it blows hard,
Yes and it wants me to discard,
The humanity I know,
watch the warmth blow away...
So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.
So do you think I should adhere,
To that pressing new frontier,
And leave in my wake, a trail of fear,
Or should I hold my head up high,
And throw a wrench in spokes by,
Leaving the air behind me clear?
So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.
Before you grow old...
Where did it go? 

Halleluyah!!!!!

“Home is Where the Heart is”

I always thought that this phrase meant that “home” could be anywhere as long as I take my heart there. Guess I was wrong. I don’t want to lie, as I’m writing this, tears are rolling down my eyes and it’s only my first night here. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss my car. I miss foosball. I miss Subang. I miss the food. I miss my Baby. I miss Home.

Guess Ri was right, the ones who talks the most are the ones who hurts the most. I should’ve known better. I’m experiencing it first hand right now. Maybe because it’s the first time I’ve been away, maybe it’s just because of the unfamiliar environments, I don’t know. I just feel like shit right now. The fact that I’ve been awake for the past 2 hours since 3am just makes the icing on the cake so much sweeter.

*Post was written on the first night i was here. (25/2/08)